Another first-take demo off the Qleer album, captured in March of 2019 in LA. This song is a reflection upon my desire to get back to the innate creativity of my childhood, and heal from my addiction to busyness + work. And I think I have…I just spent 3 days alone in nature with no anxiety or loneliness, just a whole lot of bliss…and this is just a massive milestone marker in my mental freedom. While I was away, I realized that [redacted] had followed a script written by someone else, to please someone else - which ultimately led him to an unfulfilling life he dismantled through crisis…and then called it all finding his feet. I do not desire to replicate this journey. As an artist, a creator, I have no script to follow; my life is a freestyle. My consistent creativity is my source of grounding; my feet have always been here beneath me, and I have trusted and followed them steadily for the past 15 years. This is my journey, and I would do it all again. As I’m approaching dropping the final singles off this collection, I wanna give a massive shout out to CY without whom this body of work probably would not be out in the world, for multiple reasons - and without whom my mindset around the innate value of my creative path would probably be quite different. Thank you 🤲🏻 — Prod. by Waine + Wes Singerman Mixed by Waine Mastered by Will Borza Cover art by Andy La Written + sung by moi --- Lyrics: VERSE 1 Feeling in my right mind again Left brain full of ink from other’s pens Scriptures and these rustic fashion trends Scared to let the new life in. - I am a Creator at my core E-mails and e-meetings got be bored Tired of being alone and being sore Got to let the new life in PRE-CHORUS You can see my in the night time dreaming of getting lost You can see me in the night time dreaming of losing myself CHORUS I’m looking to you Give me a reason to prove my best I’m looking to you Get me away from my loneliness POST-CHORUS I I I I I I i VERSE 2 Years I’ve tried to deny what was mine Anxiously addicted to the grind Static like I forgot to resign Scared to let my own love in - Extrovert, extra intuitive Trying to make sense of where I live I been extra different since a kid Had to let my own love in PRE-CHORUS You can see my in the night time dreaming of getting lost You can see me in the night time dreaming of losing myself CHORUS I’m looking to you Give me a reason to prove my best I’m looking to you Get me away from my loneliness POST-CHORUS I I I I I I i