the history of melancholia includes all of us. me, I writhe in ***** sheets while staring at blue walls and nothing. I have gotten so used to melancholia that I greet it like an old friend. I will now do 15 minutes of grieving for the lost redhead, I tell the gods. I do it and feel quite bad quite sad, then I rise CLEANSED even though nothing is solved. that's what I get for kicking religion in the ***. I should have kicked the redhead in the *** where her brains and her bread and butter are at ... but, no, I've felt sad about everything: the lost redhead was just another smash in a lifelong loss ... I listen to drums on the radio now and grin. there is something wrong with me besides melancholia.
0xed46
Throwing Stars
melancholia
includes all of us.
me, I writhe in ***** sheets
while staring at blue walls
and nothing.
I have gotten so used to melancholia
that
I greet it like an old
friend.
I will now do 15 minutes of grieving
for the lost redhead,
I tell the gods.
I do it and feel quite bad
quite sad,
then I rise
CLEANSED
even though nothing
is solved.
that's what I get for kicking
religion in the ***.
I should have kicked the redhead
in the ***
where her brains and her bread and
butter are
at ...
but, no, I've felt sad
about everything:
the lost redhead was just another
smash in a lifelong
loss ...
I listen to drums on the radio now
and grin.
there is something wrong with me
besides
melancholia.
- Charles Bukowski
failure
High I had soared until
I was shot down
- Samuel Sibony
56 $enjoy
Surrounded by ghosts
Dreaming is my reality