this was this morning, sort of meta-and-physics hung over on a day after riding the healing rollercoaster of high boundary’s cutting ties giving loneliness and dry phone.
I sat with the pain, stared it in the face, took my dog to a christmas market, transmuted loneliness into holy aloneness and ended up at a performance evening.
Every single artist had grounded presence, self abandon and ownership all at once.
Life slapped me in the face, hugged old friends, danced in the void and “woke up like dis”.
Took a selfie expecting dark circles and one lazy eye. Got met with a spark back, a twinkle, eons elderyounger.
*breathing*
The spark* may fleet, bounce and go out of frame as I ride the rollercoaster, but seeing it there today, as I remembered it yet refreshed, gave me a sign that the healing is healing regardless of however long. I’m thankful.
*taps mic* - Is this on?!

Slowly slowly teasing bits and sounds of the absolute MAMOTH amount of work I am doing on these 22 tracks between prompting reprompting remixing to reprompt remix split stems extract midi assemble on @ableton picking and choosing elements from each of these versions of reprompted remixes to compose each single track AND I want to re-record orchestra style later too 😅 I guess 11 years out of music would def do something like that to me. All lyrics came through my fingers without barely changing a word. They speak ✨let’s prepare, strengthen, heal and go go go #curahonra #cibellecurahonra #cibellecura #cibellehonra #cibelle #cibellemusica #cibellemusic

Here we go: Spotify Wrapped can be “fun” for some but it leads me to internal screaming every year when it happens. If Spotify would pay artists appropriately, we independent artists, could live APPROPRIATELY making music for the people that loves our music.
For real for real. My yearly streams would cover my rent, food and studio in Berlin comfortably. If stream platforms didn’t operate as they do, I’d have already recouped the 120.000 Euros in advances for the total of for 4 albums I’ve released with my old label between 2003 and 2013. We need legislation asap. We
need Spotify to be held accountable and for our royalties to be adjusted. Meanwhile I’m veering into blockchain for music so that equity may finally happen. #spotify #spotifywrapped #cibelle

Chicken just turned 2 and is finally at the age that the vet said that he should get his Cryptorchidism surgery.

Pet insurances don’t cover congenial defects unfortunately.

Additionally to the surgery, Chicken needs new scans of his testicles to confirm the location of the missing testicle for surgery and to check if it has gone cancerous because undescended testicles can go cancerous real fast.

Chicken also needs heart scans before the surgery because his heart is an enlarged due to a valve issue. Because of Chicken’s enlarged heart, this surgery becomes high risk.

Each scan is about 200 Euros and the surgery costs around 600 Euros. So, just the scans + surgery = 1000 Euros.

I’ve set a goal of 1500 Euros in the GoFundMe to have a buffer should Chicken need any in-patient care or extra out-patient care in this process of getting Chicken’s surgery underway and free from cancer risks ❤️

Any excess funds of this GoFundMe will go redistributed to other dogs needing health support.

Link in the profile 🐾💓🙏

Lots of love to everyone!

Curation and criticality really are the skills of our time. If anything, generative AI is opening the doors to artistic overwhelm as we are faced with mountains of outputs as generative art materials to be collaged and carved to be collaged and carved again. Knowing when to stop and curate from self is one thing. Having enough time as a single human in the face of all this is quite another.
One thing is for certain, we need more music professional oriented AI tools than “wow just prompt your whole album right here” tools. The joy and the desire to craft with your own subjective signature is not going away of art is your heart and craft. Generating and leaving it works when conceptual about it, for anything else, at least within me, it is another mountain of art material that I must climb without enough limbs.

hormones kick in and hormones clock out

If you miss my music, the wait could soon be over ✨ After an 11 year hiatus I am finally warming up with about 20 new pieces of new music in demo stage to go into production.
With that at heart and in my whole being, I made a $cibelle token -on Base chain with WOW- for anyone who wants to join the journey of return.
Token holders will have access to exclusive content, presence and spaces 👀
The more you mint this post, the more funds will be available to take this 5th album into production and beyond 🌱

If you miss my music, the wait could soon be over ✨ After an 11 year hiatus I am finally warming up with about 20 new pieces of new music in demo stage to go into production.
With that at heart and in my whole being, I made a $cibelle token -on Base chain with @wow- for anyone who wants to join the journey of return.
Token holders will have access to exclusive content, presence and spaces 👀
The more you mint this post, the more funds will be available to take this 5th album into production and beyond 🌱

#notfineart

but what I’ll make of this: IS.
TBC.

Transmediale, HKW, Berlin, DE - sometime between 2021 and 2022

Transmediale, HKW, Berlin, DE - sometime between 2021 and 2022

floating timelessness of suspended thoughts

chicken schippe nippe nino nano ninao nininhu mimu minu mingu mingoush